stupid crap in harry potter books is making me cry. mostly student-teacher stuff. and i already miss my kids. i keep thinking lately how i just want them to be safe and loved and that they can go out into the world and not be torn to bits and be succesful, but not in a materialstic way, in a "i'm doing something with my life" kind of way. see, even my own thoughts are making me want to cry. i need a nap.